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Lookin up [22/10/2009 - 10:31pm]
[ How I'm feeling| Quietly hopeful
[ What I'm listening to| Watching funny vistlip vids


Well things have started to slowly fall into place and are looking up more these days rather than looking down and wondering where I'm headed. I still feel a little turned around and lost but I guess that's normal, but at least I have more direction. I've been feeling very ambitous and more outgoing like my old self lately. Maybe work is doing this to me? Work has been so hard and demanding, I'm constantly busy but it's also liberating and I love it. The unit I'm on at the nursing home right now is my favorite, it's the recovery unit and I see some interesting patients that come and go through it. I've gotten close to one of the ladies that has been there for awhile. She's not meant to be on the recovery unit since she's a longterm patient, but the longterm unit is full so she was moved. She's actually very young to be in a nursing home, late thirties.

She just has a few mental problems and has congestive heart failure at times, so it's not good for her to be on her own. She actually enjoys being in the nursing home she told me because it gives her more time to write x__X While I was passing medications last week I got to know her and realized she's a writer on adultfanfiction and LJ and writes science fiction stories, and I believe she's trying to get a saga she's working on published. How cool is that? She designs webpages and is always on her computer when I go into her room taha A very very intelligent woman, it would be hard to believe she belongs in a nursing home if you didn't know her condition. And actually if she had family, she wouldn't need a nursing home setting :/ So now when I go to pass her medications or asses her, we compare writing and talk a lot....and I've gotten in trouble for that a few times taha But we would talk forever about writing if we could.

More post and pictures ;D )
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I PASSSED!!!! [12/8/2009 - 12:46pm]
[ How I'm feeling| Ecstatic!!!]
[ What I'm listening to| People talking o.o



Omu everyone @___________@ I got my grade for the exit exam to the nursing program and I PASSED!!!! I can't even believe it, I've been worrying over this for weeks, killing myself studying, not to mention all the hardwork and tears I've put into this program for so long -______- It's finally over, I'm still in shock. x________X I had no idea if I would pass or not but I did!!!! My class and I are probably the happiest people alive right now taha It's so amazing *___*

I officially graduate on Friday (have to invite everyone in a hurry now o___o) but I've passed the program regardless *does a happy rave dance around the computer room*

And today started off soooo badly T__T I lost my car keys and had to wake my uncle up to rush me to school and then pay for the test because I had forgotten to pay for the test last week amonst all the angst and nervousness and studying hardcore for the test >____< I thought for sure my bad luck was going to radiate to my test but it didn't!

I can't wait to wear my black cap and gown and walk across the stage, I'm so proud of this. It was the hardest thing I've done in my life -___- And I made it through alive taha I still have to pass my state boards but I've heard from everyone it's so much easier than our hesi exit exam and nearly everyone passes their state boards. My dad was telling me last night that if I passed the hesi I would officially be a nurse taha *__*

Here's to kissing the evil nursing school goodbye...or kicking it in it's evil ass &______& *kicks it and then takes a swig of my very much missed coca cola T__T* I WILL drink a celebratory coke tonight and to hell with caffiene and sweets restrictions taha

ANNNNND I'm going to see my babe Monday!!! I had a flight to Massachusetts already booked before I even knew if I would pass or not, but unfortunately my trip will be a week shorter than I wanted :/ But at least I'm going, and after I start working it won't be so hard to see each other now *___* It's going to be so nice seeing yabeh_yo!!! *bites lovingly* We have a lot planned in our week together, we're going to travel to New york for two days and get a hotel and see times square and look at the shops and eat sidewalk new york hotdogs hurhur And in Salem I wanted to see all about the witch trials and I haven't decided which museums would be the best to see o___o But I know I want to see the oldest gravesite @_@ But first I have to get one of my teeth fixed in a hurry, I promised yabeh_yo so there wouldn't be any emergencies. One of my back molars are giving me trouble >< Great timing >.> But everything seems so perfect right now, I don't even care taha *pulls it out myself while smiling* taha

*collapses in a heap of tired excitment and ecstasy*

Now I have a ton to get ready for. I have to finish buying/packing for my trip, get my gown pressed, buy new heels for my graduation dress, invite more people to the ceremony, tell everyone at work that I'm graduating and Friday will be my last day to work at the library -___- It's a sad thought, but also a happy one because I'm moving on to bigger things now even though I'll miss everyone.

I DID IT! ^____________________________________^ <---- what I've looked like since the test results XDD
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Hot art 0____0 [7/7/2009 - 9:12pm]
[ How I'm feeling| loved]
[ What I'm listening to| Lovegame



Aaah I come bearing artwork *_________________* I meant to post these a few days ago :/ But I’m getting to it now doped up on my zombie blood pressure meds 0_0 lmao >< My amazing lovah [info]yabeh_yo did both of these *rapes* taha


The first one is not worksafe. There’s no vital nudity but it’s a sexual situation :D


To ze drawings! )
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